Entitled "Am I Wrong For Loving?"

I often wonder am I wrong for loving?

Am I wrong for holding something so tight because I’m scared to lose it

Love comes so easy to me that I don’t know the difference between giving and receiving

Am I wrong for searching for the other half of me?

Wanting to be completed by someone else’s puzzle pieces

Am I wrong for loving the game of love

A game which I never fully understand the

Rules or the consequences

I often wonder am I wrong for loving?

Time and time again the same person

Somehow falls short

Am I wrong for loving her

Even though she has proven she can’t “love me in that way“

Why is my heart a revolving door she is able to play with

Why does love make me so weak and strong at the same time

Why do I even give love a chance

These are the things I wander

The thoughts keep me up all night

Maybe one day I’ll find the answers

Maybe one day love will be possible

Till I will hold out hope

Till then I will keep searching

Till then my heart is under heavy construction.