Entitled "Empire State Building"

I’m on top I have no fear of falling

It took everything in my body

It feels like I’m losing this battle

Who am I anymore?

My faith in tomorrow is slowly vanishing

I’m on top as I look down at the people going about their lives

I wonder if they know or even care that mine is burning

So many lights flash so many bright things I see

Being on top of this building is the only bright idea I had

I’m on top of this building I feel on top of the world

In a few moments I’m about to say goodbye to everything I know

And just fall

My body carelessly in the wind

As my mind goes blank

I don’t care

I’ve thrown caution to the wind

Everything I love is lost

Including the heart that I was born with

I couldn’t stop the bleeding

It’s too much for me to bear

So I travel to this building

Climbing to the very top

Hoping to not survive this fall

I’m on top this building

Too scared to jump

God please save me

Protect me for myself

Help me to believe again

I don’t want to end it here

I want to finish what I started

I am conflicted inside

This liquor in my bloodstream numbs the pain

Please take the bottle out of my hand God

Show me a better way I don’t want to end it

Like this on top of this building

Please send one of your angels to stop me

I am about to jump and leave it all behind

This is my last prayer to you

Please don’t let me die

I am begging you on top this building

I am not ready to say goodbye

Please save me

I wanna be better

Help me be better

Save me from myself as I sit on top of this building

I don’t wanna jump

I am really scared

Take me in your arms

I don’t wanna jump

I really really don’t