Entitled "On The Ground"

On the ground My heart hurts All of this back-and-forth is making me restless What are we doing playing games cause I’m tired Tired of the secrets and lies you’re withholding you tell me you love me no I don’t believe it If it was love then why did you squeeze the life out of my heart Can you tell me can you be honest Will it kill your ego I had dreams of us having children Your hand I was holding at the altar I was a fool to believe in happy endings every day I wake up I regret it Regret that I even laid eyes on you How could I be so stupid thinking that love was possible No I wake up every morning and drink drink my pain away But it never gets better Between the suffering and crying In the struggle every morning to smile While you go to sleep happy It don’t make sense Why the good hearts go to waste Now every woman I put my trust in I’m skeptical when they say they love me All I think about is what went wrong between us The devil must’ve been laughing when he used you to destroy me I was so naïve I didn’t notice The wicked games behind your smile I guess I deserve it Because of you I have no hope in love No more desire for a forever with someone You stole the thing I love the most You stole it with no remorse Now I’m praying to God to stop the bleeding Nothing makes sense anymore

Nothing at all